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I met her on my first day and we undeniably clicked, we quickly became best friends. I met the second person a year later and I introduced them to each other. A few weeks later, I started to wonder if I had made a mistake.
I met her on my first day and we undeniably clicked, we quickly became best friends. I met the second person a year later and I introduced them to each other. A few weeks later, I started to wonder if I had made a mistake.
No matter how hard I tried to shake the feeling, I always felt left out.
It was as if no matter what I did, I just wasn't a part of it and I wasn't meant to be. I was lonely but I kept it to myself, I pretended that everything was fine. They got closer everyday and everyday I went home wishing I had just one person I could rely on.
They started to have inside jokes, they laughed about things I didn't even understand.
Slowly, I started to crawl back into the shell that I never knew existed.
I went from being a friendly outspoken person, to someone who had to fake smiles, to avoiding talking about the things that bothered me. I didn't want it to seem like I was complaining, I wanted them to think I was cool and didn't care if they called each other everyday and didn't bother with me.
Slowly, I started to crawl back into the shell that I never knew existed.
I went from being a friendly outspoken person, to someone who had to fake smiles, to avoiding talking about the things that bothered me. I didn't want it to seem like I was complaining, I wanted them to think I was cool and didn't care if they called each other everyday and didn't bother with me.
Then it wasn't about them anymore, I realized I was losing myself, but it was too late and I had become someone in the shell that people thought was carefree and didn't care about anything.
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