It was a cold rainy night as usual, which seemed to be occurring more frequently and we were all gathered round as we did every night. It occurred to me that we were just sad, and we were definitely not doing anything about it.
I was also wondering if anything could be done, because it seemed as if everyone was battling their own demons; as if at this age and time, thinking constantly and worrying about the future was supposed to be weighing anybody down.
It was all so confusing, because no matter how had we tried to focus on the bright side of things, it was as if we couldn't help it. Contentment seemed like a foreign word even though we are thankful. We just sat there discussing how fast our lifes were going downhill, questioning every decision we ever made even though they were good decisions at the time, wondering what we did wrong, where we went wrong, because this was definitely not what we signed up for.
We weren't exactly sad, because we were laughing and playing around, but we knew what we were doing. We knew we were trying to mask the pain, because at the end of the day, all we had was ourselves.
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